I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned the hard way that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, or end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's to happen next.
The older I get, the less impact other people's opinions have on me and maybe some of it came from knowing myself more and I've generally more accepting and appreciative of how am I created. And by this time, I've ideally made a lot of major life decisions already, which increases my ability to trust myself more.
proud to be a dork, /XD